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[13 Sep 2006|09:47pm] |
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I started college. I really just don't like it. Huh, kinda sad. My birthday is on saturday, I was going to go to canada. But Not anymore. I'm just gonna get fucked up here and try and forget that I hate my life. Damn, I need to work on not being so damn depressed. I don't really have anything else to say.
I'm hurt and I don't know how to fix it.
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[25 Aug 2006|11:08pm] |
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It's been about forever since I wrote in here. I start college on monday. I really don't want to go, I was so excited at first and now I'm kind of like blah. I miss summer. I miss all of my friends. I miss hanging out with them. I hate that I'm here, stuck. Ugh things always seem to get worse when you're down. I know that I'm going to kill my car going to see everyone.
Wow, it's 11:11.
The first football game was tonight, I went to see my sister perform. I hate going back and seeing everyone and the look on there face is, "God, get out of here, do something with your life." FUCK YOU all, get off of me I am a good sister I support my sister in everything she does. So go and fuck yourself.
Ugh, I guess I'm done with this.
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[31 Jul 2006|11:46am] |
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hmm not too much to say. I've been spending this week in waterville Ohio. Watching my dog, that stays at my moms. She went up north. She comes home on thursday. I'm here till effing Friday. It's so boring and the dog insists on eatting at my feet. if that isn't annoying. I am so tired coz i have to get up with him every morning at 7am to let him out and feed him. then i go back to sleep till 11. but that getting up for a half hour is throwing me off. Damn it.
I really miss my friends.
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| This is the way that we live |
[08 Jul 2006|06:43am] |
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here it is. almost 7am and I still haven't slept yet. I wonder what keeps me up all the time. I mean after a while it starts to get realy old. anyways...
I just finished my last cigarette...and the sun is coming up what could be worse? oh yeah that's right I know. Temptation. pretty much sucks right about now. it's making me what to do thing I shouldn't want to. but haha I do. knowing the effects and yet I still want to. ugh piss it.
I just got done watching four hours of the L word. good times. I have this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach... and I haven't a basterd clue what it is.
had a movie night with kellie, aunnica and andee. good times. watched Imagine me & you. good movie. I went to ritters earlier today with katie. that was fun lindsay didn't make us pay which I love. who doesn't love free ice-cream I don't care that we drive all the way to brighton for it....it's good ice-cream...hoes.
saw pirates at midnight...good movie. kiera was fucking hott! as always.
even though i'd be hurting someone...I still want to. does that make me a bad person?
yes ... no ... oh I don't know.
Talking, Laughing, Loving, Breathing, Fighting, Fucking, Crying, Drinking, Writing, Winning, Losing, Cheating, Kissing, Thinking, Dreaming.
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[02 Jul 2006|03:18pm] |
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So I haven't wrote in here in for ever and a day. I graduated high school. Woot! Chillin looking for a job!
OH! My graduation party, as of now, is July 22nd 12-3pm. Be there, IM me and I'll tell you where it's at. I don't want to be giving the address to just everyone ya know.
So Panic! has a show soon and I want to go s0o0o0o0o0o bad but sadly it's sold out. I wish I would have bought tickets long ago! GOD i'm not smart!
What's been going on? Hmm not much. I'm goin to WCC for a semester then transfuring to CMU in the winter. Good times. I'm gonna play rugby. Even better time.
So Beckham had a bitch move, and quit being captain....bitch you lost...big deal it happens....stop being such a fuckin twat and get in there for your team...get your head out of the clouds and back to reality...ugh
peace&&love
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[25 May 2006|08:49am] |
so today marks my last full day of high school. tomorrow i have 4,5, and 6th hour. last early world civ class, last english class. wow its really over. hard to believe. well all i gotta say is....Peace the fuckout!
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[27 Apr 2006|02:36pm] |
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wow i havent wrote in here in forever. holy crap. so im in school still waiting for garrett. schools ending soon. i cant wait till then! i just want it over. weve got like 19days left then prom and then graduation. i still need to figure out my open house eek! :-X im bored with life i need to 'jazz' it up... soon. rent was awesome. my last spring break of high school came and went. didnt do much at all. hm i dont know what else to write. so i might holla...i dont know. peace
<3 ambizzle
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| Seasons greetings |
[23 Dec 2005|08:48am] |
Merry Christmas
Happy Hanukkah
Happy Kwanza
To all, and to all a goodnight.
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[08 Nov 2005|01:53pm] |
1. i ____ Amber.
2. Amber is ____.
3. if i were alone in a room with Amber, i would _______.
4. i think Amber should _____.
5. Amber needs ______.
6. i want to ____________ Amber.
7. someday Amber will ________.
8. Amber reminds me of _______.
9. without Amber i would _______.
10. my fondest memory of Amber is ________.
11. Amber can be __________.
12. __________ is how i would describe first meeting Amber.
13. worst thing about Amber is _________.
14. best thing about Amber is _________.
15. if i could tell Amber one thing, it would be __________.
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[07 Nov 2005|02:04pm] |
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damn...let me tell you i jus...yeah i never slept so much in a whole weekend.
Friday...i went to megas they won by like 1oo points! yeah boi! then they threw me in the pool i stripped 1st tho. then we all went to cady's and got dinner. then i went to bed at 12:3o woke up at 6:oo AM! then went on our marry way to Columbus ohio for marshys game they won! they are goin to nationals in Cali...im so proud of her its unbelivable!
Came home went to Stelettos but 1st went to kellies friends house did a lil pre-club drinkin...then...BAM BAM BAM the cops are at the door im FLIPPIN the fuck out like what am gonna do!? the gay guy already jumped in the closet...so i chill on the couch...they made us leave bc no one seemed tooo drunk. so then we went to the club. it was alright...i got violated by zakk and bobby...lol but it was fun.
came home at 3am. went to bed woke up at 4pm...ate like 4 pieces of pizza...then went back to sleep at 8:3o. and woke up this morning at 6:3o when i was pose to get up at 6:oo im still tired but it was an eventful weekend. id say...yeah next weekend im goin to ohio to visit my mom...yeaaaaah!
im out!
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a_money
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[31 Oct 2005|03:58pm] |
so i never write in this...its become a chore...and i hate it. oh man its halloween. its crazy that im actually a senior. wow, i never thought taht shit would come...
i turned 18 in september. i went to the necto friday and that was sweet. didnt come home till 3am. i drank a lil bit smoked a lil bit nothin much at all. i mean damn...i am 18.
i think im bout ta hit up stellettos...next weekend...oh yeah. i dont think their is anythin more to say...i'll hit this up later...
peace!
<3 amber
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[12 Oct 2005|02:06pm] |
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holy shit batman write someone im actually writing in here what?! alert the media! i stopped bein a lazy ass. so today unoffically became 'amber write in all of your goddamn journals' day. lol oh the cleverness of me. anyways
homecoming sucked...got T the muthafuckin RASHED after tho. fun shit!
Seniors won floatbuilding for a 4th year...oh yeah did i mention spirit week too? yeah cause we did.
amber isnt swimmin bc shes stupid and cant do math. tennis is done tho finished 2nd in our devision...gooooo ypsi for acutually gettin somethin done...snaps for you.
i got about hmmm 15 more minutes left of this day then i have marchin band at 6:3o which is almost over too...sad. The 21st is senior show and i excpect all yall bitchs to be there screamin for my ass when they intoduce me.
new fav band.... Panic at the Disco bitchs they are the muthafuckin shit! well im out...WESTSIDE!!!!!!!!!!
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today is my birthday, im 18 years old!!! im leagal!
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[26 Aug 2005|10:36pm] |
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so i havent wrote in here in about forever. yeah i been real busy wit everythin. band camp was the shit. i wish i could go back but...cant. oh well i gotta face reality at some point in my life. damnit.
i had to take out my lip ring bc it wasnt healing. that sucks but what are ya gonna do? not a whole lot.
marchin band is ok. swimmin is hard and tennis is okay. I made 3rd dubs wit jennifer. awesome awesome.
school starts tuesday im excited. senior year!
cedar point tomorrow im excited i havent been in like 4 years! god this is awesome!
well im out. i'll holla at ya lata.
peace!
Amber
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[05 Aug 2005|11:27pm] |
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Camp 7th thru the 13th. write me if you love me
Amber O'Brien
Ypsilanti High School Band
Camp Walden
Route 2
Cheboygan, MI 49721
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[04 Aug 2005|11:29pm] |
two people id want to do that with.
one fast.
two...slow meaningful id want to remember everything about her...the shape of her body and id want to trace every inch of her body. probably bc if it ever happened...it would never happen again.
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[02 Aug 2005|11:08pm] |
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so im not goin to ohio. shit sucks. oh well. i guess i gotta get over it. i might go somewhere else tho. i dont kno yet.
last night i hung out wit my best friend. that was sweet. we spent like hours at starbucks...chillin playin uno wit some otha ppl.
Robb, Zakk, Amanda A, Forest, Katie, Rudi, Troy, D'Real, Marshy, and myself. it was sweet.
DAMN today i realized im done! kiss my ass im done playin nice nice.
i love my bestfriend.
and fuck anyone who takes that anyother way!
-amber
*so cut my wrists and black my eyes*
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[25 Jul 2005|11:32pm] |
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i still have how many days with you? 20+ and i cant beleive it i miss you so much i love you so much. I hate that...I dont even know. I jus miss you. I love you so very much! plz just know that.
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[18 Jul 2005|11:14pm] |
so for the rest of the week im goin to stay with my mom. i'll be back on friday. so when i get back i hope some ppl miss me!!!
and i have a job at hand for all yall out there.
for my birthday im goin to the club. and yes being as gay as i am im planin my outfit right now! but there are a few details i dont have down.
im goin to wear a t-shirt. plain, not sure on the color.
white button up dress shirt....half buttoned up...
black bliazer.
black loose tie.
now baggy blu jeans or form fitting...
what shoes? chucks or doc martins or somethin else?
HAIR?!?!?!? hawk?! down?! Hat?! Black beenie w/ hair stickin out?!?!
and then the "lesbian glasses"
leave me commetns to let me kno what you think...i have till sept. 16th. lol
im out!
♥
amber
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[13 Jul 2005|10:55pm] |
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watch the sun rise
watch the sunset
stand in the rain
make out in the rain.
...i wish i could...
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